おじいちゃんとおばあちゃん．．．

私のおじいちゃんは、最近初期の肺癌だと分かった。
もちろん私もショックすぎて
初期だから大丈夫!といわれても
なーんにも耳にはいってこなくて
バイトの帰り道、ちょいちょい泣いてた。
ま、私が泣いてもなんにもならないんですがね。
そしたらおばあちゃんのほうが
ショック大きくて
寝込んでしまった。
おじいちゃんが逆に看病してた　笑

そしたら先におばあちゃんが
圧迫骨折かなんかで
腰いたくなって入院することになった。

おばあちゃんが入院することになったのは
とある病院の４階。
おじいちゃんが手術で入院することになったのは
同じ病院の5階。

どこまでも一緒ってかんじだ..笑


おじいちゃんとおばあちゃんの出会いは
修学旅行だったらしい。
お互い全く違う学校で
たまたま行くとこ行くとこが同じだったらしい。
で、行くとこ行くとこでおじいちゃんがなんぱ？してたらしい笑

そして２人は文通をし....
その時代には珍しい、そしてお嬢様だったおばあちゃんの家庭には珍しい恋愛結婚だったらしい。

おじいちゃんとおばあちゃんは私の理想の夫婦像だ。

一緒に入院しちゃうより
一緒に元気になってもらうほうが嬉しいんですけど...っ!


おじいちゃんとおばあちゃんが心配すぎて
最近ちーーーんってなることが多い...


なんで人ってコショウしちゃうの？
部品交換すればなおる時代はいつくるの？

大切なものが減ってからじゃ
遅い...


時間がとまればいいのに.....

いや。



これはあたしの弱さか。
あたしの都合か。





お父さん側のおばあちゃんは、中２のときに
交通事故で他界しました。いきなりなんて、
もう二度と経験したくない







とかいって
あたしが最初にいなくなる可能性もあるわけだし。
でも、大切な人には
やっぱり自分より一日より多く生きてほしい。
そうすれば
あたしの中の永遠になるし...

でも、世の中軸はあたしじゃないし
無理だよねえ？





どうかはやく２人が元気になれますように。

☆Natural BabyDollアイ・メイク☆Tutorial☆

みなさんこんばんは(・ω・)/Sayaminです:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:


I've always wanted to do an easy & simple natural 'BabyDoll' eye-make tutorial (perfect for starters or if you are in a hurry), where you can achieve those really big dolly eyes but still keeping it more natural and refined. It's great for everyday use, or in situations that requires more natural eye-make.

♫ This tutorial does not include false eyelashes(付けまつげ➔つけま), BUT if you want to use つけま, then I will do some recommendation of what lashes that fits the best for this look, which will be in the end of this tutorial.♫

♫This is a Eye-make tutorial, so I will not be focusing on the base make-up and lips, but for those who are curious, I will write down what I've used for that part.♫

B A S E
Used products:

Step.1.

Candydoll: Make-up Base color <01>, SPF30

Step.2.

Candydoll: Concealer color <01>

Step.3.

CHANEL: Perfection Lumière Foundation,

<10 Beige>, SPF 10 & 

Baviphat BB cream (Magic girls edition, Oil-free) 

Step.4.

Candydoll: Facepowder <01>
Step.5.

Candydoll Cheek color,

E Y E M A K E

Used products:

1. Canmake: For Shiny Eyes (01)

2. Rimmel London: Glam'Eyes (624 Lynx)

3. Lancôme White eyeliner
4. Dollywink Brown pencil eyeliner

5. M.S.H Love♥Liner Brown liquid eyeliner

6. Dollywink Long Mascara

7. Dollywink Volume Mascara

Step 1: The EYESHADOW

♫ First, I used a light shimmery pink as a base from my Canmake 'Shiny Eyes'.

♫ To give the illusion of a bigger eye, I  used a matte medium brown (from Rimmel london)on 2/3 of my upper eyelid (see picture). It is important to extent the line from the corner of the eyes! 
By using a matte brown without shimmery, you'll make it look more natural

Sideview:

♫ I used the same matte brown for the outer part of the eye (also only 2/3) (See picture)

STEP 2: The EYELINERS

♫ To create more depth, I used Dollywink EyePencil Brown, on the same place where I used the matte eyeshadow on my upper eyelid.

♫ I now use a liquid eyeliner (LoveLiner) in brown and will repeat the last step. BUT this time, extend the eyeliner even further away from the corner of your eyes, and create a little 'wing' at the end. Also, make sure that the line isn't too thick.

Closed:

don't know why the eyeliner 

came out black on the picture O_o

Open:

STEP 3: The MASCARA

♫ I first use the Dollywink LONG mascara. Start with the top of you eyelashes, using the end of the mascara brush. After that, do it as you please.

♫ Now use the Dollywink Volume to thicken your lashes.


♫ When you're finished, put a little bit of the Dollywink LONG mascara on your buttom lashes. Be careful not to make it too clumpy. 

L I P S
Used products:

Step 1
Candydoll Lipstick (Ramune Pink)
Step 2
Candydoll Lipgloss (Strawberry Milk)






FINAL RESULT:

OPTIONAL:E Y E L A S H E S♫ NOTE: As you might know, every kind of lashes creates a specific effect to your eyes -such asタレ目、マル目、ネコ目ect.ect. So depending on what lashes you are using, the end result will look slightly different. ♫

If you want to use false eyelashes/つけま on this look, I strongly recommend using more natural ones (like Kumikki). It would look stunning with upper- and under lashes such as:

Jümily Eyes 

(by: Takahashi Maiko/高橋真依子/Maichi, Model)

NailNail, D.U.P Eyelashes 

"Maigawa Aiku BROWN Selection"

(by: Maigawa Aiku, model) 

Dollywink

"Mature Retro-kawaii lashes" -New series

(by: Masuwaka Tsubasa/益若つばさ, designer & model)

Jewerich

Their new colors & styles

(by: S Cawaii models)

And also...

｡Ｏ○ ･:*｡:ﾟHAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE○:.｡･:*:･ﾟ　

＋＋Ｕ*´∀｀ァアアケオメエエェ´∀｀*Ｕ＋＋
☆ことょろ!!＼（＾０＾）／

♡ Sayamin ♡

✩☆Getting ready for the 'New Me'☆✩

♥♡♥I hope you all had a Merry Christmas! ♥♡♥


My life has seriously been one big mess since I came back from Japan (including issues with the boyfriend in Japan and my camera getting smashed into pieces... hurray... ), so that's why I haven't been able to do any blogging for these past 4 months. 

When I was in Japan I actually made up to 6 make-up tutorials, but I never got to upload them. *cries* however, since I finally got my camera repaired this week I will be uploading them NEXT WEEK.

I've also been under an !!イメチェン*!! 

*short word for Image Change

I have had bangs for sooooooooooo many years (5 years to be exact), and because of the many things I've been through this half year, I felt I needed a 'big change'. So I'm growing my bangs out and I've also colored my hair dark chocolate brown again~. 

(I was a hair-model in Japan at my ex-boyfriends mothers friend's salon (whew, that was long~ ww) whom lightened my hair to a dark blonde/light brown and got me long extension. BUT I decided that dark-tones is kinda my look so that's why I changed it back. well, the whole hair-model thing and pictures of it has to be for another entry -sorry :P;;;;  )

My clothing-style has also changed to a more sophisticated/vintage/retro-ish gyaru-look. 

LizLisa will forever remain as my number one brand thoughwwwwww

And when that's said, my daily life is also slowly starting to 'light up', so I've made a promise to myself that I would be dedicating most of my spare time on blogging in this upcoming year, especially since I get kinda stressed out when I'm not writing anything. (may sound weird, but it's totally true. lol )

I am so truly thankful to all of you that reads my blog, and I hope you will continue to support it~ 

I can assure you all that 2012 will be full of blog-entries including make-up tutorials, contests and lots of the newest gyaru trends as well as reviews on products ♡

With Lots of Love  ,

さやみん♡

I know that we're past Halloween (doh )
But I just couldn't help myself but to upload this ^^;;; lol

☆Buying loads of stuff at DONKI & B-protect spray☆

Last week, I went to Donki with my boyfriend, and because I haven't really bought any good cosmetics over the last year (for the sake of getting as much money as possible for this trip), I was extremely excited to see the Donki store again!! I almost exploded when I saw the make up corner xD;;;

This is all the stuff I bought that day (besides cosmetics and a Rilakkuma fan from Donki: LizLisa shirt, LizLisa shorts & I got an shushu free as a present from Chiichan!! + Kumikki's Fashion book

Well, as you can see; I ended up buying lots of Candydoll and DollyWink products (made by Tsubasa) at Donki

I have already bought lots more cosmetic stuff by now though XD –I must be Donki-additcted..

One of the things, which I'm really glad that I bought is the Beauty Protector finishing spray. 

There was only two left at Donki and sold out most places, which just shows how popular it is -and after trying it for a week I can say that it is a absolute

MUST HAVE for girls!

(((***Attention: This is not a review, just quick wrote my thoughts about this product***)))

I once saw Romihi (egg model), using it in a tv-show, where she talked about it. 

It is a spray you use after you have finished putting all of your make up on. It is like water, so after spraying it on your face, you'll have to let it sink into the skin. It makes your make up stay put and look fresh ALL DAY

SO AMAZING. You don't have to take ekstra powder, foundation or concealer with you when going into town and it makes your skin stay moisturized/fresh all day without leaving it with a oily feeling! Aaah I'm completely in love with it.

So if you're going out the whole day and it is hot or the weather is bad for you're make up -then I can strongly recommand this type of product

For those who is interested in this product; I will try to find out where and what online shopping sites you can buy this and post it later in this entry, ok.

Thank You for reading!

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